i may not be bipolar but i struggle with a mood disorder just as severe.
i don’t get the label “bipolar” but i am just at fucked in the brain as you. my chemicals are whack and all that just like you. please don’t use your disease as an excuse. yes there are statistics, but that doesn’t mean you can give up and let it defeat you. it’s about learning to ride the emotion wave and finding the right meds all that shit. if you were anorexic and said “statistics say i only have a 30% chance of fully recovering (which is actually true) so i’m just going to not even try and die.” right. seriously i am just as sick as you and i get competitve around this ish because that’sjusthowiam and leaves me feeling so invalidated. please, you’re not helping at all. i feel like i’m the only one who actually wants to talk about things and while i’m sure you’ll read this, i need to confront you and we can work through it and get both sides of the story and yadayadayada and i am not mad at all i just can’t even keep this in my head and it’s my blog i’m sorry this is all so poorly worded endofrant.